Liberated!
It is amazing how the human mind works. Oh yes it is! Read more about how people think and the types of people in the world, you’ll know what I am talking about. I am the kinda person who would fit his perceptions and experiences into a pre-existing framework of ideas. In simple words, I expect something to work that way I would want it to and when that doesn’t happen, I lose interest in it totally and it is very very difficult for me to have an interest in the object again. That, however, does not mean that I don’t seek a logical explanation to losing interest. It only means that I don’t want to wait for something to happen. I lose patience. That should also explain my interest in flirting with more than thousand ideas and picking the best of the lot.
Lately I have been considering a very important, let’s say object of interest very seriously. OK! “Object” is a very wide of the mark word to use here. I would call her a “subject”. I have known this subject for over 3 years now and for the last few months have actually begun to understand her more closely. The more I understood, the more I found myself sucked into this chasm where life without her appeared unimaginable. She became so much part of my life. She was all I ever wanted. But if you know me well, happy times don’t last long. I tend to flip out, without reason she would add, and conclude if ever there was something to happen only because I didn’t see it working. Don’t blame me for everything I just said coz I didn’t see anything happening anytime.
You might break away from any number of people in your life but you will always carry memories of that person with you for the rest of your life. It becomes harder when you’ve actually fallen in love with a person. I wouldn’t know coz I never “fell in love” per se, but then I can imagine. Lemme ask you people something, now if you were to come across someone so lovely that he/she swept you off your feet and you would love to spend the rest of your life with him/her and found out that the person had some “first love” that he/she can never get over, would you go ahead and think that you will fill so much love in his/her life that he/she will forget all about his/her first love or will you assume that he/she still being hung up on his/her first love will act as a hindrance if ever you were to spend your life with the person? Not a tough call if you are the kinda person who would move on yourself in case you found the “fill her life with love” thingie didn’t exactly work according to plan but for me it was tough. Fill me in what you think here. My point of view however is to get liberated from it all. Just STOP! I HATE complications. And that’s exactly what I did………………………Silly me?! SCREW YOU! C’mmon man! There are so many fish in the sea! Can’t u see?!?!
PS: N Yeah! I am yet to meet the subject. I would rather not!!
